I’m beginning to feel as though life isn’t about getting what you want. It’s about getting what you get and finding a way to be ok with that. I can’t control the universe, I can only control me. And me is only human. Me can only do so much with what I’ve got. So what can I do about it really? I’m not sure that there’s much. Just because I know what I want, doesn’t mean the rest of the world will ever align with that. I can’t force a theatre to hire and pay me. I can’t force someone to want to be with me. I can’t force people to treat me the way I treat them. So…do I just control me and hope for the best? I’m beginning to think so.